In Today's Report...

Another morning brought another trip to the RE. I had another round of bloods and ultrasound. As I drove home I couldn't help but think how it seems as if I am simultaneously sprinting towards the finish line as well as walking in slow motion. When I look back on the past few months I am astonished at how rapidly all of the time has passed. When I am in the moment driving to and from by daily doctors appointments I feel as if I am crawling along. I know that the end is drawing close, but I wish it would hurry up and get here already.

For the first time in months if now a year, I have allowed myself to have thoughts of seeing our baby (or babies) on the ultrasound, of buying maternity cloths, of bringing them home from the hospital. The best defense mechanism I have come up with over the past 2+ years is to simply not think about motherhood. When you think about it the pain finds its way in. Now that I am letting those thoughts in I am either setting myself up for the biggest fall of all time or the most unbelievable moment of my life. Only time will tell.

Today's Wonderful Ultrasound News: We have 18 follies!!!!!!!!

Right Ovary - 16.6, 19, 18, 16, 16, 17.3, 17.3, 12, 13.3, 10.6, 15mm

Left Ovary (now know as the lazy left ovary) - 13.3, 18.3, 13.3, 3< or = 10mm

Lining - 12mm