Woke up this morning very, very early by two less than desired sounds. One was the sound of my husband snoring, loudly. The second was RAIN. :>( I missed one beach day from my migraine, another today for rain and tomorrow I have to go back for work. Grr...
To boot, I just feel sad today. I have been fighting off the miscarraige blues all vacation and have done a fine job of it all vacation except one day. Last night I just couldn't sleep thinking about everything that we have lost and all the missed opportunites. It's not that 80% of my vacation hasn't been wonderful, because it has (and I hate to sound like such a whiney bitch all the time). Sometimes it is just hard to fake a smile or a laugh.
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Sometime you just can't fight off those miscarriage blues. You shouldn't feel guilty about your perfectly reasonable emotions in reaction to your loss. I am glad to hear that you got to have fun most of the time.
Don't try to shove the m/c blues into the background and ignore them. They need to be dealt with so that you can move on.
I tried to do that last summer and it didn't go well. You know how that turned out. We don't need you having a major meltdown like I had! LOL
And for the record...none of us think you're a whiney bitch. At least I don't! :)
Awww....
((((HUGS))))
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