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Looking back

As I look back on the past three weeks I keep asking myself that if I could have chosen, would I have chosen to skip being pregnant for those weeks or take it and enjoy it. I really don't know what the answer is. On one hand, being pregnant was the most magnificant feeling I have ever experienced. I have not felt that alive or that happy in years. On the other hand, I now feel more adrift and dead than I have the whole two plus years of this process. Which is the lesser evil. I guess it doesn't matter since I am only allowed to play the hand I have.

4 comments:

Mandy 6:34 PM  

After my m/c's people would always tell me, "at least you know you can get pg". There were times that I would have loved to tell them that I'd gladly give it up if it meant not having the heartache.

It's a double-edged sword, unfortunately. With anything worthwhile we take the risk of being hurt.

Time does help, I promise.

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