Thinking...

For the first time, since we had the girls, Brian initiated a discussion about having more kids. I was floored. We were driving to Target and he asks (out of the clear blue) "do you want to have another baby"? I was taken aback but answered honestly and said yes, eventually. We have both always been on the same page about wanting another child but the thought of adding a cycle of IVF onto both our lives and our medical bills is huge. We always secretly hoped we would be one of those couples who miraculously gets pregnant on their own. We knew it was a long shot (being that we both have forms of infertility) but we still hoped.

So here we are... opening up the discussion. Thinking about it. I guess we are no longer thinking about If but rather when. It is exciting. It is scary. It is a little overwhelming. But it was all those things the first time. And look how that turned out. :D