Another day of waiting

As I try very hard to let the days pass while remaining patient I realize how unbelievably huge this all is. For the past 2 + years we have been trying so hard to get pregnant while having about a 2-5% chance each cycle. We knew that it would take a miracle for us to get pg without IVF. Now that we have done the IVF we are looking at a MORE THAN LIKELY CHANCE of being pregnant. Other than marrying my husband, this is the biggest thing we have ever done in our life. It almost seems strange to do my normal day-to-day routine when this magical event is unfolding. Now I do find myself talking to the embryos, willing them to hang on, which is not a normal part of my routine.

I think maybe I am just losing my marbles a little. All the waiting, all the stress, all the anticipation is wearing on my soul. My panic has waned a little and I feel more optimistic. I just can’t wait to find out. Either way, I want the waiting to be over.